Thursday, June 14, 2012

Summer Reading perhaps

This has gone on my reading list, looks very interesting and brings an African perspective on something that's affect Christendom.  I'm hoping it'll be available on Kindle or at Keswick soon. The first few chapters are available for preview  I'd encourage you to take a look.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

An Interesting Thought



So I haven’t blogged in ages, and as those who know me to frequent message boards etc have seen I’ve pretty much been missing in action. Part of this was a purposeful decision to pull back on the time I spend on the Internet. The lack of blogging was actually a result not having time to really sit down and put together coherent thoughts and ideas in blog format, though I do have them in notebooks, note on my phone etc, and waiting for the opportunity.




Music recommendation :

I’ve been looking forward to Stephen the Levite’s album, I’ve been listening to snippets here (http://dawhistleblower.blogspot.com/) and what can I say other than I’m thankful that he posts the lyrics up because it gives you a greater appreciation of the mastery he has of his craft. If y’all have slept on Shai Linne’s Attributes of God album…don’t, just don’t. In my opinion it’s Shai’s best album by a country mile. Exciting times at Lampmode (Json’s album is also dope) and it’s good to see them go from strength to strength. I also been on This’l joint Beautiful Monster for a while, and I’m glad for digital music because the tape would be worn out by now…What business a Kenyan has calling people “Dirty” I don’t know but edifying things are coming out from St Louis. Also fam, Theory Hazit Thr3e album, which can be copped free from the Humblebeast website, but i encourage you to support this dude and actually buy the album. I have a lot of respect for cats who hone their craft, and supporting these dude ensures they can keep blessing us with their talents. I’ve also rediscovered Corinne Bailey Rae, and she’s what I’ve been listening to when I need a (short) break from Hip-Hop.



Free Stuff recommendation:

Themlios is an International Theological Journal, Its main target is pastors theology students, but its chock full of meat for anyone willing to learn and be tested, and worth a read. You can find the archive of the publication here! (http://thegospelcoalition.org/publications)




An Interesting thought

It was reading Themlios (April edition) recently that I came across the article by Micheal J Ovey on the “Goldilocks Zone” (Themlios 37-1, page 5-6) and he brought up something that I have been taking for granted, which is “Scripture provides sufficient, but not exhaustive knowledge of God.” (And my mind went on a tangent to the very good point he was making and I urge you to read the whole essay) I realize as one starts getting a better understanding of things, you run in to frustrations where you realize there’s still so much you don’t understand. One area this is evident for me is the theology of Limited Atonement. It makes perfect sense, but when I read through I’m consistently left wondering about the methodology God uses to chose some heaven and others for condemnation. Clearly there is no earthly criteria, (by merit we all deserve to be condemned) but I would be eager to understand the method used to conclude Yes “Wanjiku” is chosen but not “Doreen”. At the heart of it is my desire also to be at peace with my salvation in the face of so many others who are not. Reading this there’s also the issue of pride which shows itself, because I naturally assume that I’m able to handle an understanding of God greater than what he has chosen to reveal to me through his word. It’s as if His wisdom has to be audited by my own. As i chewed through this it was a fair reminder than I often need to check my intentions when I study things, and constantly investigate my heart and intentions which may appear outwardly positively motivated.



This brings me to a video a friend sent me, that went out to prove God is evil. It was a sad video on many levels but at the end of the day it was a strawman argument. One thing that did stand out is something all of us are prone to do, which is judging things by our own standard of morality. I believe that my own moral standard is inherently flawed, because in practice I hold to no absolute. I’m not beyond telling a convenient lie, my entertainment choices reflect I’m not so hard set against murder. There’s evidence to show that my own natural moral compass although not broken does not point true north. That I believe is true of humanity, and so it becomes tricky to use human opinion to gauge morality, and really that’s where the video failed. But thankfully it was a fair reminder to use the correct compass otherwise I may miss my target.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Reflection on meeting a beautiful woman

When I was around 13 (before becoming jaded and cynical) I met a girl (a woman by my reckoning she was around 18) to me was so beautiful she was frightening. Thing was she knew it too, so she walked with an air of confidence that added on to the intimidation, and when she said your name….PHEW planets changed their course! Something reminded me about that experience of meeting her and being so awed at the same time. Remembering my experience with this beautiful woman reminded me that in many ways while we may all wish to have a personal experience with the divine and see heaven or have God directly speak to us, we must not that desire undermine our understanding of the perfection of Creator and our own imperfection. Similarly remembering how I felt fortunate to have someone I was awed by talk to me and engage in a few minutes of conversation how much more I must savour brotherhood with Jesus who in glorification shall make all knees to bow and tongues confess. - Funny the things you think about at 5:30am

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

"When I Scream Chopper it aint a Helicopter"

When a helicopter flys over head, the wind picks up, the earth shakes, and your ears are inundated with the sound of the swirling blades and displaced air. Helicopters have many uses, from the enemy soldier their iconic sound could be a herald of doom, to the man lost in the wilderness their sound of salvation. They’re amazing, useful and rightfully so and represent man’s mastery over nature. With that background I understand why Thomas Wahome Njuguna chose to name his church that odd as it may sound. However this is clearly a church to avoid, court case here disqualifies this man immediately from being a church leader (a mantle which he claims by with the title bishop), this isnt me the "hater" who says, its said in scripture here, here, and here . It is not the court case I'll admit cases can be frivilous so much as his very own admissions.

Interestingly enough the fact that he’s not qualified for the job makes the rest of what I'm about to say quite unnecessary, but sadly we're in a position where it must be said, dude is charging people for prayers and miracles I hear for ordinary people its 5k ( roughly USD 50), and for prominent folk it is 25k ( about USD 250), in the newspaper his wife claims that's been his practice. The dude is a modern Simon the sorcerer, and a wolf in Sheep’s clothing. I would have spent more time exposing his ministry for what it is, a grand hustle; but I think the simple fact is he doesn’t meet the qualification for leadership makes it clear that everyone should steer clear. There’s no real surprise that he’s off on something heretical and needs to repent. No reasonable person with the choice would go to a surgeon who does not meet the standards stipulated for that vocation for an operation even if the surgeon has a few successes. So why are such risks taken when it comes to our spiritual lives. Not say that preacher must have attained M-Divinity from Westminster theological seminary to be qualified, but even if they're are an "untrained" pastor we should know who they sat under and learned from, and who influences their theology. The same kind of background checking we do when deciding where to bank, what doctor to visit seems to be lacking when it comes to spiritual matters. Let us not be deceived by apparent miracles, even pharaoh’s magicians using the power of demons managed to replicate some God’s miracles, that reminds us that miracles and prophecy aren’t the primary evidence, Furthermore we're warned by Paul in 2 Thessalonians 2:9 (ESV) that "The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders." Miraculous signs including prophecy and healing are not proof of right faith, right faith is demonstrated through works as stipulated in James. I'm confident that charging those in need of prayer and healing does not fit within the frame work of what James wrote.
I really hope and pray that this dude stops his practice of charging for prayers and miracles, if indeed he was given this gift by God then he should use it the same way it was given to him - Freely. I also hope he repents of this and if able, returns money taken.

Semper Reformanda

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The Hole in Our Holiness

Came across this blog from TGC thought i was worth a look.
To give you a taste..

I have a growing concern that younger evangelicals do not take seriously the Bible’s call to personal holiness. We are too at peace with worldliness in our homes, too at ease with sin in our lives, too content with spiritual immaturity in our churches.

God’s mission in the world is to save a people and sanctify his people. Christ died “that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised” (2 Cor. 5:15). We were chosen in Christ “before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him” (Eph. 1:4). Christ “loved the church and gave himself up for her, that he might sanctify her…so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish” (Eph. 5:25-27). Christ “gave himself for us to redeem us from all lawlessness and purify for himself a people for his own possession who are zealous for good works” (Titus 2:14).

J.C. Ryle, the Bishop of Liverpool from the nineteenth century, was right: “We must be holy, because this is one grand end and purpose for which Christ came into the world…Jesus is a complete Saviour. He does not merely take away the guilt of a believer’s sin, He does more–He breaks its power (1 Pet. 1:2; Rom. 8:29; Eph. 1:4; 2 Tim. 1:9; Heb. 12:10).” My fear is that as we rightly celebrate, and in some quarters rediscover, all that Christ saved us from, we will give little thought and make little effort concerning all that Christ saved us to.

The pursuit of holiness does not occupy the place in our hearts that it should. There are several reasons for the relative neglect of personal holiness.

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You can read the rest HERE!

Monday, March 21, 2011

As promised...Suicide!


So I had promised a blog entry to go along with Believin’ Stephen’s Suicide music video on his jam “suicide”. In the Song we get to hear and understand what it is like to experience suicidal thoughts and Japhia Life tells the story of what it is like to be someone who has witnessed a loved one commit suicide. In African culture suicide is taboo and often seen as the coward's way out but I think many who are struggling with that level depression and sadness may see it differently.
This post for me has gained added meaning because of recent discussions I’ve had with a few people recently who are in the throes of despair and hopelessness. Furthermore reports of sky rocketing suicide rates particularly among police is alarming. I’ve started to wonder why so many of us are struggling with depression and suicide. On the surface for many things look great, varying levels of personal and professional success, bright futures but it’s all shrouded in an undercurrent of hopelessness. I wish there was a simple answer, but if there was so many of us wouldn’t be depressed, but if I had to venture a guess I think there are several factors that do feed in to the problem. (From my powers of observation no degree to back up what I’m saying) First it’s the breakdown of social structures in today’s society. Many of us young professionals really cite the workplace as the primary source of interaction. We all go to work and go to class or home Monday through Thursday, on Fridays we may catch drinks or an after work plan with the closest person around, the weekends are the time for quality time spent around people of you choosing and of similar interests and the like. The overall trend (a couple of people I know are different) is that very little time is spent with people of our choosing. The truth is with colleagues and the like we have to be professional, even in an informal setting you can’t be the “silly goofball” who thinks that farts are funny. You’ve got to keep a professional appearance for many it means you can’t quite be the same person you are around old friends and family. Part of being grown up is knowing who to be in which situation. We all wear different suits of self around different people and that’s part of human social survival. Modern life thus far has become that one “suit” goes worn for long periods. Personally I think that much of what gets to me comes from not getting to be the other selves more often. And many of the sad folk I know get very little time living a varied life, being the different versions of self that’s a healthy part of being human.
The second cause I think is passive living; the only time many are proactive is when we’re at work (or hol…never mind) the rest of the time is spent in pursuit of passive entertainment. Nairobi entertainment consists of TV and DVDs during the week and attending other people’s weddings and bars on weekends. People while away the weekend in anticipation of the week. Truth is we don’t do else other than chase paper. Many of the councilor types emphasize the importance of having a hobby or doing something purely for the enjoyment of doing it.
For Many depression is a lifelong and real struggle, and I’d hate for anyone to think that collecting stamps and hanging out with friends is a handy cure that will chase away all those feelings. The truth is I’ve understood with my personal struggle that there are times where it feels like nothing can be done, no time spent with friends and no time spent doing something I truly love can draw me from what feels like a bottomless free fall. But there are times when I can feel myself sinking into the cycle again to find that time with the right people or just doing what I really love can pull me back from the edge.
I arrived at the nadir of my struggle with depression in high-school (didn’t we all) when I contemplated suicide. I felt so hopeless that not only were my wishes and prayers were for death, but I had determined that I should make it happen. The mode for which this would happen was an overdose of a cocktail of drugs. I still remember doing a mock run where I combined all the meds I could get my mitts on and added dettol and bleach. I was ready for it end and I had set out a plan. What stopped me from doing it was a close friend’s personal struggle with suicide as well. In the depths of his own dark night he chose to confide in me and in turn probably save both our lives. I knew I could go without any problems but his life was far too important being one of those people I believed (and still do) could changed the world in powerful ways. Clearly I wasn’t in a position to let him do anything stupid so I had to stick around. To this day we still co-labour against soul engulfing pangs of depression but I’m thankful in that we have left the time of our demise to God. Till God decides y’all are stuck with me; sorry.
So how do we deal with it, there days I generally suck at dealing with depression, and it can be very easy to allow yourself to be overtaken by it for weeks and even months. But other times I got it handled. Regardless of whatever is going on time in the word and prayer. Reading through what other biblical and historical figures have had to deal with gives a bit of perspective. Turing off the entertainment is another strategy I use. Taking time out to actually deal with the issuehttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif head on, and giving myself time lines is helpful. Finally I’m thankful for having amazing people in my life with whom I share the load. Lol generally I try not to dump it all on one person lest they become overwhelmed but having people you can trust and who can commiserate is beneficial. Finally making time to be enjoy life by doing stuff I enjoy…Yet all this said you should know help is available particularly if you’re dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, if you live in the US check the end of the video for some really important numbers out in Kenya…
Samaritans Kenya
AIC Building, Ralph Bunche Road
Off Valley Road
P. O. Box 49838
GPO 00100
Nairobi
Helpline 1: +254 20 3000378/2051323

I’ve got to give a big shout to Believin Stephen for dropping this video and opening his heart and to the crew who made this project so tight. I pray blessings on his ministry. People support the brother on Itunes, HCR download, and everywhere else.
Now I’m going back to the foolishness I normally post on the internet.